Sunday, June 7, 2009

Vague Dream

Ever wonder what will you do if you are finding yourself diverging outwards from your "dream"? This, I guess, is what I'm going through right now. No idea what to do or choose, no idea what appropriate action to be taken at this time when its so near to entering University. One word, predicament. The chances of me being offered Biomedical Science course by local public University is, I can say,a really slim one. So I am preparing myself being offered biotechnology course in Sabah instead since I put it as my 3rd choice.

On Saturday, as I was reading the Star newspaper, I took out the pull-out section (StarJobs) and started flipping through it. I just scanned through the variety of jobs posted, trying to look out for any job vacancies relating to biotechnology, but not much up to its content. Oh well, I did come upon a job known as Medical Product Specialist under a BioTech company but as I read in detail, the job scope actually includes being a sales representative too. Now, this is not something that I want to do, particularly for a person like me who does not take a liking to doing sales. I just aim to be part of a research team without having to be involve with any of the marketing sector.

But in any case, my dream of being one of the research member for diseases since I was young, just seems to be a distant and dim star which feels so unlikely to be reached by my hands. To live up one's dream requires all strong personalities. Determination, hardwork, resolute efforts and even talent are certainly some values that I lacked of. All I can do now is to hope that I will stop lingering in predicament and wish for the best for my UPU result. What awaits me on the other side of the mountain, I shall let destiny to decide.

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